Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Bruises - Chairlift

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do handstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you but everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh.

I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruising knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like....
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruising knees,
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue for you.

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh

Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo

Thursday, May 12, 2011

S and R

Have you ever feel like you’re meant for someone, but after some period of time you realize that you’re wrong. You realized that the person you thought right were actually not right at all. That person was just playing you around and never takes you seriously. That person just needs something or someone to get over their boringness of something else. And when you realize it, it was all too late. You have fallen too deep into their charm and start to actually fall for that person. If you do, then you will definitely understand this story.

There’s a girl, who lives happily with her friends and her boyfriend. Everything seems so perfect and she was really enjoying her life. Then one day, she went to the mall with her boyfriend. Then he saw his friends were sitting near the place that Stella and her boyfriend were sitting. So they go to where his friends were sitting. It turns out, his friends were laughing at one of themselves. That guy was drunk and kept on doing silly things. And when Stella reached her boyfriend’s friends, that drunken guy suddenly talked to Stella and started to introduce himself. He said that his name was Ryan. Then he asked what’s her name. Stella smiled. And just when Stella wants to say her name, that guy suddenly laughed and said that her name was smiley. Stella also laughed then says that her name is Stella. But the guy was too drunk to remember it. And so was it, a simple, weird, but memorable introduction between Stella and Ryan.

After that meeting, Stella and Ryan keep on meeting up. And after several meetings, Ryan told Stella why was he drunk at that time. It turns out that he had just broke up with his girlfriend and he was really stressed out. Stella starts to put some sympathy into him and cheer him up. Then without they realized, they start to get to trust and comforted by each other. And what Stella didn’t realize too is that she started to fall in love with that guy. But she didn’t have the guts to tell Ryan about the truth. Other than that, Stella was also still in a relationship with her boyfriend. So she kept the feeling in herself and started to reduce the intensity of meeting Ryan.

But then, after few months of meeting each other for almost everyday, suddenly Ryan never showed up again. Stella was panicked at the first few days. But slowly she started to forget about Ryan and start to concentrate on her boyfriend only.

2 years later, Stella gets into university. And she suddenly sees a guy that she could ever forget. She saw Ryan waiting for the elevator with her. And when she called him, he looks shocked. Stella thought that Ryan has forgotten her. But then Ryan says no. He says that he remembered her, but all he can remember is only smiley. Not her real name. Stella laughed and says that she is smiley. And there it is, another simple coincidence that make them meet again after the long 2 years.

After the coincidence in the elevator, Stella and Ryan started to eat lunch together, go to campus together, and go home together, just like they were dating. But then Ryan told Stella that he has a girlfriend already. And Stella was fine about it because she just wants to be friends with him. At least that’s what she thought at first. Because after spending time together like they used to, Stella’s feelings that she has successfully kept in her heart suddenly came out of nowhere. And at the same time, Ryan also admitted that he had actually liked Stella since the day the met. So they decided to be friends. But anyhow, they can’t really keep their feelings after they both know that they actually like each other. And Stella started to feel that the way they act is way too far from what friends should do. So Stella decided to back off. But Ryan didn’t give up that easily. He said that he wants to kiss Stella for the first and the last time. And Stella lets him. But then, when they were about to split up, Stella suddenly cried and Ryan saw it. So Ryan tried to calm her down by saying that being friends would be better because they can stay friends forever. While if they’re dating, he was afraid that they would broke up and stop having fun like they used to had. So then Stella agreed to be best friends with Ryan just like they used to be before Ryan gone away to God-knows-where. And things were just going the way they want it to be.

But after few weeks, Stella starts to realize that best friends shouldn’t do stuff that they did. But this time Stella enjoys it and stop thinking about Ryan’s girlfriend. Especially because Ryan also told her that he loves her more than her girlfriend. So it goes on.

After few months, Stella met another guy. This guy is as fun as Ryan and even cuter. So she decided to try to move on from Ryan and try to approach this guy. And she told Ryan about it. And Ryan said that he is happy for her and will let her go. And he did. But it turns out that Stella failed. She failed to get over her feelings towards Ryan. So she gave up and tried to get back with Ryan. But then, Ryan has also changed. He was so cold to Stella and started to back off from her. When Stella asked him about the things that he said before, he said that it was just jokes. Stella was hurt so deeply. And now Ryan never contacts her anymore. They even don’t meet up and talk anymore. They are barely friends now. And Stella? She is left behind alone with her heart broken, depression and lots of things to think and regret.

Breakeven - The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
One still in love while the other one's leaving
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
'Cause I got time while she got freedom
'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no