Sunday, March 25, 2012

easy to fall for a person.
yeap. that's me.
and i kinda hate that part of me.
it makes me fall for you,
even though i don't know you that well.
there are actually lots of difference that i should have thought before.
you're a lot older than me.
and the worst,
you've found your "soulmate" and marry her.
even though i don't really know your relationship with her now.
but to be honest, i'm afraid.
afraid of falling in love with you.
afraid you've been lying to me about her.
afraid all that i thought about you are wrong.
and if i was wrong,
it means i'm repeating my own mistake.
and i don't want that.

on the other side,
i can't lie that i've fallen for you.
i can't lie that i feel very comfortable with you.
and i can't lie that i actually don't want to lose you.
at least for now.