I used to be so desperate for a boyfriend

Used to believe everything that was said by those men

But all the lies, the heartbreaks and all those cheating I've been through,

Gave me better eyes and feelings to know which are fake, which are true

My heart became numb towards them after a while

Thinking nobody and nothing could make me live my life

I shut new people out, keep my distance with even my loved ones,

Tried to make an invisible wall that was impossible to fall

I thought my wall was concrete

I thought no more hole was on it

But I don't know what you do

You somehow break it through

You found that smallest hole in my surrounding wall

And through that hole you break it all

You made me weak, touched me into my soul

Thought I'm hopeless, can't move, yet you helped me roll

You gave me new spirit to live, you give me chance to rise

When life is killing me, you heal me from the inside

You made me trust you, believe that love still exists

They might be hard to be seen, but I know yours is real.

This is (not) Our Goodbye

The light of the sky-flowers just passed,
People are still clinking their glass
The shouts and sounds of trumpets just dropped,
The joy are freshly felt around the world.

But here we let our heads bow down,
staying in our our rooms, doesn't do around.
Hugging ourselves, wiping our tears,
while people outside saying Happy New Year.

I know I promise not to stop fighting.
But we can't force what we want for everything.
Even though we might have to go separate ways this time,
But I believe when it is right, we will unite.
So no matter how hard, no matter how tough
We should never give up for the sake of our love.