i am 92.16% obsessed with music

check the bands you've HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like.

Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it. it just makes you look fake.

ALTERNATIVE:
[ ] Breaking Benjamin
[x] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[x] Linkin Park
[ ] The Academy Is...
[x] Coldplay
[ ] Three Days Grace
[x] Yellowcard
[x]30 Seconds to Mars
[ ] Chevelle

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[x] Johnny Cash

TOTAL SO FAR = 12

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Chiodos
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit The Lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 13

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[x] Dashboard Confessional
[x] The Killers
[x] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[x] Gym Class Heroes
[x] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 18

METAL:
[x] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[x] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 22

POP:
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[x] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[x] Ryan Carbrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 31

POWERPOP/PUNK:
[x] Hellogoodbye
[x] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out Boy
[ ] Rise Against
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Anti - Flag
[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR= 38

RAP:
[x] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[x] Eminem
[ ] 2pac
[x] Jamie Foxx
[x] Ludacris
[x] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR = 46

SKA:
[ ] reel big fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] MAD Caddies
[ ] Rancid
[ ] The Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR= 48

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[x] All American Rejects
[x] Motion City Soundtrack
[x] Avenged Sevenfold
[x] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Drowning Pool
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182
[ ] Madina Lake

TOTAL SO FAR = 56

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[x] The Cure
[ ] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[x] Jimi Hendrix
[x] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[ ] Poison
[x] ACDC

TOTAL = 64

multiply your answer by 144
and then divide it by 100
Post it as I'm_% obsessed with music
then repost with: I am % obsessed with music

64 X 144 = 9216
9216 / 100 = 92.16%

boyish or girlish? well.. almost even.. :D

MY BOY SIDE
[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans
[x] Dogs are better than cats
[ ] Its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] You've played with boys on a team
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own a XBOX
[x] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] At some point in your life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] You own a DS PS2 or SEGA
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[ ] You watch sports on TV
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[x] Sometimes you go to your dad for advice
[x] You own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] You used to/do collect pokemon
[ ] Baggy sweat pants are nice to wear
[ ] Its kind of weird to sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours
[x] Sports are fun
[x] You sometimes talk with food in your mouth
[ ] You sleep at night with your socks on
[x] You have fished at least once
TOTAL= 13


MY GIRL SIDE
[x] You like to shop
[x] You wear eyeliner
[x] You wear the color pink
[ ] Sometimes you go to your mum for advice
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing all black
[x] You like going to the mall
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[x] You cried watching The Notebook
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[x] Shopping is one of your favourite hobbies
[ ] You've seen Star Wars and don't like some of it
[x] You do/did gymnastics
[ ] It takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed
[x] You smile a lot more than you should
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] You care about what you look like majority of the time
[ ] You like wearing dresses whenever you can
[x] You like dancing/do dancing
[x] You like high heel shoes
[x] You used to play with dolls as a kid
[x] You like putting makeup on others
[x] You like being the star of almost everything
[x] Pink is one of your favourite colours
TOTAL= 15


Multiply by 4 to get the percentage:
Boyish: 13 x 4 = 52%
Girly: 15 x 4 = 60%

Happy Birthday my dear brother from another mother! :P

this poem by Joanna Fuchs reminds me of you instantly!

A BIRTHDAY WORKOUT

Hike across green Ireland;

Bike the USA;

Backpack through New Zealand,

But don’t call it a day…

Do yoga in lovely Paris;

Jump rope in Katmandu;

Avoid Italian pasta,

(Well, maybe taste, but don’t you chew!)

Climb atop Mt. Everest;

Do aerobics on China’s Wall;

Lift weights on Mexican Beaches;

And honey, that’s not all…

Shake your booty with native dances

In Fiji and Bora Bora;

Move your body and exercise

Like you’ve never done befora.

Okay; that’s good; you’re finished;

Now you can take a break;

You’ve finally burned enough calories

To have your birthday cake!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ko Anggie! WYATB!!

wish u like the surprise too!! :D

take care n GBU! *hey! it rhymes! too and you! :D*

feelings

this feeling keeps coming every night

the feeling that makes me want to cry all the time

the feeling that i also don't know where did it come from

or even why do i feel this feeling

i feel hurt like there's a huge wound in my heart

like there's a big rock that is kept being thrown to it

like there's a million knifes that keep on stabbing it

does it just another usual mellow night that is caused by nothing

or does it all because of that incident where i broke my heart into pieces

in this night where all i can hear is only the songs that i played

i feel so alone and friendless

so that only myself that knows about my feelings

i wanted to share, but i don't know how and who would listen and understand

oh God please take my heart

so that i can't feel anything anymore

people might say that i'm not a person

cuz i can't feel any feelings anymore

but i guess it's better

a lot better than smiling on the outside but aching in the inside

30 people, many questions!

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating!

1. prisca
2. daniel
3. elysa
4. kyo
5. yunus
6. robert
7. idunk
8. ui
9. ko anggie
10. AJ
11. ce adit
12. ce tink
13. toge
14. ce tiff
15. floren
16. audie
17. mamat
18. rangga
19. ari
20. molyse
21. nessa
22. arlene
23. tasha
24. icha
25. narae
26. vero
27. debby
28. juju
29. nadia
30. daniss

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
- in his hiphop class at gold's gym :D

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
- i would never be a third wheel!

• What would you do if 5 and 15 dated?
- HAH???? yauda sih gapapa juga..HAHA.

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be?
- 6-lah yaa...secara 14 is a girl... =="

• Did you ever like 26?
- i'm straight. thank you.

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- yes

• Would 4 and 27 make a good couple?
- BEH! dipenggal 3 ntarr...

• Would number 22 and 2 make a good couple?
- maybe..but i hope whey won't...

• Describe 8:
- idk her very well..but she has a good voice and seemed pretty nice.. :)

• Do you like 12?
- iya donggg.... *kedip2*

• Tell me something about 17:
- kocak!bae!gambarnya SABIIII!!!!

• What's 7's favorite color?
- apaan dunk??idk..hahahaha.

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
- astagaaaa....jgn nginep di rumh gue lagi lu! hus2! HAHAHAHAHA.

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
- sudah lama sekaliiii

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
- entaahh...

• What languages does 13 speak?
- INGGRIS!!!! BUAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAK.

• Who is 2 going out with?:
- gatauu....gapernah crita2 si dani iniii...

• What grade is 16 in?
- semester 1

- What is 2's favorite songs now?
- alamak...matilah...terakhir sih dia nyuruh gue ngedengerin please don't go - mike posner...

• Would you ever date 3?
- mau ga el?? *kedip2*

• Is 11 single?
- AHAYY!!!! single en epeilebel!!! (y)

• What is 10s last name?
- laluuuwwww!!! :D

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 18?
- emohh!!!maunya ama nomorrr...... *kedip2 centil*

• Where does 23 live?
- taman beverly golf :D

• What do you think about 20?
- tomboy.suka breakdance

• What is the best thing about 4?
- pintar mengulik2 orang..sensitive..loving my bestie truly... (y)

• Is 21 hard-working?
- tampaknya bgitu...

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
- ceceeehhh!!!!! aku potong rambut 55rb bagus loh!!! :P

• How did you meet 9?
- di combat class at gold's juga...hahahahaha.

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
- best : great guitarist, worst : becandaannya ngeselin!

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
- of courseee!!!! we're soulmates!

• How long have you known 26?
- since grade 9

• Who is 24?
- teman yang kukenal gara2 keseringan nongkrong di bengsol... LOL

• Are you or did you ever date 28?
- astaganaga...GAMAUUU!!!!!!

• Do you have a crush on 27?
- no-laaahhhh....i'm STRAIGHT!

• Would you kiss 25?
- depends dimananya..klo lips,NO!

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
- yes

• Is 29 your bff?
- one of my bffs! :D

• What do you hate about 23?
- klo udh nngs susah brentinya...

• What's your relationship with 30?
- friends donggg.... :)

50 first reactions

1. beer : carlsberg
2. food : sushi
3. relationship : love?
4. crush : D.G
5. power ranger : kuning!
6. life : rempongg
7. the president : SBY!
8. yummy : eat
9. car : sirion
10. movie : salt?
11. halloween : candies
12. sex : vincent! LOL
13. religion : catholic
14. hate : love
15. fear : heights
16. marriage : white
17. blondes : dumb? (SORRY!!!)
18. slippers : havaianas
19. shoes : black
20. asians : chinese
21. past time : better
22. one night stand : WHAT?!
23. my cell phone : charged!
24. smoke : need one!
25. fantasy : twilight (why?)
26. high school life : short
27. pyjamas : bananas in pyjamas!!
28. stars : meteor garden (HAH??)
29. center : science
30. alcohol : chung! :P
31. the word LOVE : el-o-el-o-el-o-vi-i
32. friends : love!
33. money : need it
34. heartache : me now!
35. time : of my lifeee~
36. divorce : heartbroken?
37. dogs : goldie!
38. undies : simple
39. parents : annoying sometimes!
40. babies : chubby
41. ex- : boyfriend?
42. songs : iTunes
43. color : green
44. wedding : pretty ;)
45. pizza : laper..
46. hangout : fun
47. rest : home
48. goal : casillas
49. inspiration : my besties
50. fail : used to it..lalalalaa~ LOL

CrushCrushCrush

Let The Songs Answer It!

Put your Ipod in shuffle mode. Answer these questions according to the song that appear at that time. Doesn’t matter how silly it will be, just write it down.


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
speed - atari teenage riot (iyaloooohhh)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
what do you want from me - adam lambert (jadi maksudnya suka2 org describenya??)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
i'll give you all my love - PIU (aww...mau dong dikasi all his love....)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
disenchanted - MCR (amit2!!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
tomorrow will be better - ATT9 (???)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
I KNOW YOU WANT ME - PITBULL (HAHAHA.PERFECT MOTTO BABEEEHH)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Please don't go - Mike Posner (Y)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Break Free - Hillsong (i know they knew that i wanna break freee!! HAHA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
cinta terindah - umbu (sapa yaaaa???? :S)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
nyanyian sahabat - liquor band

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT LOVE?
sudnay morning - maroon 5 (my love di sunday morning doang? ngga ah...)

WHAT IS 2+2?
magic - B.O.B (hah??jelas2 empat gituu..apanya yang magical???)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
C.I.N.T.A - D'Bagindaz (cinta mulu???yg nyanyi bagindaz pula...astagaaa....)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
welcoming the sophomore - PWG (hmm...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
use somebody - kings of leon (aaaaa!!!!! malu ahhh....gamau ngmg... :P)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
one last cry - brian mcknight (i hope that cry is a happy tear)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
tidal wave - owl city (maksudnya??)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
if we ever meet again - timbaland ft. katy perry (hah????ga ngertiiii)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
talking to the moon - bruno mars (i am scared of this song sih...makes me cry all the time)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
bring me to life - evanescence (brarti sbnrnya saya is det gitu??ALAMAAAKKK.....)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST DREAM?
buttons - PCD (hah???biggest dreamnya tombol2 doang??ckckckck)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
marry you - bruno mars (mau sih marry dia...NGGA SEKARANG JUGA TAPIII.....)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
kimi ga suki dato sakebitai - BAAD (artinya sih aku mencintaimu dan menangis..and i do love my friends til i cry sometimes)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO SAY RIGHT NOW?
aloha - cool (aloha disini artinya i love you... and i really do wanna say I LOVE YOU!!)

WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR YOU?
love drunk - boys like girls (hah??masa mabok cinta paling penting?? nolaaahh...)

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
russian roulette - rihanna (well...it's one of the worst thing sih..amit2 gue ikut2an russian roulette..)

WHAT IS THE SPECIAL SONG FOR YOUR BF / GF?
wait a minute -PCD (hahaha.brarti disuruh nunggu yak?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR CRUSH RIGHT NOW?
billionaire - travie mccoy ft. bruno mars (hahahaha.he is a billionaire for meeeee!!! *bisaan aja nih..hahaha*)

WHAT IS THE SONG THAT YOU LIKE THE MOST?
dakota - stereophonics (SABIIII)

HOW YOU DESCRIBE YOUR LAST EX?
single ladies - beyonce (ebuseeeeet....my last ex was a guy kok...sumpah!)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

100 truths

RULE!
- Tell 100 Truths


1. Last beverage = mineral water
2. Last phone call = Elysa Munster
3. Last text message = Sam
4. Last song you listened to = Hot and Cold
5. Last time you cried = 2 days ago?

SIX HAVE YOU EVER’s:
1. Dated someone twice = yes
2. Been cheated on? = yes
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? = yes
4. Lost someone special? = yes
5. Been depressed? = yes
6. Been drunk and threw up? = yes

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
green.pink.black.white

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends = yes
2. Fallen out of love = yes
3. Laughed until you cried = yes
4. Met someone who changed you = yes
5. Found out who your true friends were = yes
6. Found out someone was talking about you = yes
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = yes
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life = mostly
9. How many kids do you want to have = 1-2
10. Do you have any pets = yes
11. Do you want to change your name = no
12. What did you do for your last birthday = treat my friends
13. What time did you wake up today = 11 am
14. What were you doing at midnight last night = talked with Prisca Aninditya
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for = my sweet seventeen party! :D
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life = how easy for me to fall in love! X(
18. What are you listening to right now = Takkan Terganti - Marcell
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes
20. What's getting on your nerves right now? = nothing! i'm all relaxed now
21. Most visited webpage = twitter
ABOUT ME:
1. What's your name = Laurentia Shilla Budiarto Tjandrakesuma
2. Nicknames = shilla, budiarto, gendut, dek, cumi pari, buntel :S
3. Relationship Status = single
4. Zodiac sign = pisces
5. Male or female or transgendered = female
6. Elementary = St. Laurensia
7. Middle School = 7-8 St. Laurensia , 9 Stella Maris Int'l School
8. High school = 10 Stella Maris Int'l School
10. Hair color = brownish black
11. Long or short = short
16. Height = 175++
17. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes
18: What do you like about yourself? = almost everything
19. Piercings = yes
20. Tattoos = SOON!
21. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery = none
23. First piercing = baby
24. First best friends = riska?
26. First sport you joined = swimming and basketball (almost at the same time! :D)
27. First pet = dogs
28. First vacation = California, USA
29. First concert = Black Eyed Peas!
30. First crush = MARCEL! LOL!!!

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating = none
50. Drinking = none
52. I'm about to = smoke
53. Listening to = The Only Exception - Paramore
55. Waiting for = combat class

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? = yes
59. Want to get married? = yes
60. Careers in mind? = director? writer? something got to do with production house!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes = eyes
69. Hugs or kisses = hugs
70. Shorter or taller = taller
71. Older or Younger = older
72. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous
73. Nice stomach or nice arms = nice arms
74. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
75. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant = kind of both?
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger = yea
79. Drank hard liquor = yes
80. Lost glasses/contacts = yes
81. Sex on first date = no
82. Broken someone's heart = yes
83. Had your own heart broken = a lot
86. Turned someone down = yes
87. Cried when someone died = yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? = no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself = yes
90. Miracles = yes
91. Love at first sight = yes
92. Heaven = yes
93. Santa Clause = used to
95. Kiss on the first date? = yes
96. Angels = yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes (more than one actually)
98. Who is it? Elysa Munster . Rio 'Kyo' Bayu Pratama . Prisca Aninditya . Daniel Ganx . Nickelano Gunadi
99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? yes
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Yes

My Life According to Ne-Yo

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST/BAND, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick your Artist:
Ne-Yo

Are you a male or female?
" Miss Independent "

Describe yourself:
" One In A Million "

What do people feel when they're around you?
" Addicted "

Describe where you currently live:
" Spotlight "

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
" Mirror "

Your favorite form of transportation:
" Leaving Tonight "

Your best friend is:
" Angel "

You and your best friends are:
" Crazy "

What's the weather like:
" A Little Space " *agak ga nyambung..*

Favorite time of day:
" I Ain't Gonna Tell You "

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
" Sexy Love "

What is life to you:
" TROUBLE "

How would you describe your previous relationship?
" So Sick "

Describe your current relationship.
" Go On Girl "

How do you feel about love?
" Irreplaceable "

Your fear:
" When You're Mad "

What is the best advice you have to give:
" Let Go "

Thought for the Day:
" Let Me Get This Right "

How I would like to die:
" Fade Into the Background "

My soul's present condition:
" MAD "

My motto:
" I'm Doing Okay "

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
" Don't Fall In Love "

heartbroken = haircut !

you know my habit after heartbroken, right?

and i've just gotten my heart broken again..

and now,

i cut my hair again!!!

people say this haircut suits me better..

what do you think??? :D

the life of an everyday actress

if you call me now, maybe you can see that i've stopped crying..

if you see me now, i bet you'll think that i've get over you already..

but what you don't know is my heart is still crying..

what you don't know is my mind is still thinking about you everytime..

i might be a good actress,

it's because i don't want you to feel bad anymore..

i might look happy and laughing all the time now,

but actually my heart is screaming and crying still..

i want people to see me as a tough girl..

i want you to think that i'm not that childish little girl anymore..

i want to change my image in front of all of you..

but sorry to say, i still feel the same thing ever since..

the only difference now, i don't show it to the world like i used to..

how could i?

you were always there when i need you

you were the one who rise up the sun when the darkness is all around

you made my mind full of you all the time

but now you're the one who breaks my heart

how could i stop my feelings?

how could i replace you with someone else?

how could i get over this feeling now that you're the one who made this appears?

how could i ever forget you???

people came and left in my life

i have felt heartbroken before..and i bet you know how bad is that..

i've get over this guy and that

but somehow this is different

and i feel scared to fall in love again

this world keeps spinning around

my life keeps on going

and people say the show must go on

but my heart does not know how to get over you

and move on

cuz my heart was broken into pieces

He's Just Not That Into You

just watched the movie "He's Just Not That Into You"

and when i watch that movie, every time i see the character Gigi, i feel like seeing myself in different look, different age but the same condition.

and now i realize that maybe he's just not that into me. maybe it was all my imagination and dream to have him as someone who loves me more than just a friend. i keep expecting him to contact me first, but it never happens. and i just realize that when a guy doesn't contact you, it might just be that he just don't want to contact you. not that he's testing you or expecting you to contact him. as simple as that.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2010 was a great year with lots of lessons that we get from the problems we had..

and i believe, 2011 is ready to "teach" us some more lessons with more problems ahead...

but don't be afraid or worried too much about them...

because however the situation is, mr.G will still always be there for us.. :)

new year, new chapter, new hope...

cheers! xoxo