Sunday, January 31, 2010

i love you so don't stay away..

when I first saw you,i feel nothing..
just adoring you and trying to be one of your friend..
nothing else,that's the only thing i felt..

but as the time goes my feeling also grows..
your friendliness makes me fall to you..
and even now,my feeling keeps growing...
from a little crush it moves on to a love..

and now i started to think that it's too late
for me to stop this feeling..
it has grown and it has grown so strong..
I have flown so high and it's impossible for me to get down..

please don't be so far away from me..
please don't you change and start to ignore me..
it's okay if you don't love me back
but I beg you please don't stay away from me..

the man who can't be moved...

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

Saturday, January 30, 2010

intro + what a long but lovely day.. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU YOUU!!! :D

kesampean juga gue bikin blog...
soo...this is my first post.. *yay me!*

short introduction,gue shilla..15 goin on 16..di brojolin ke dunia ini tanggal 22 februari taon 1994..btw, i also have facebook..add me by typing shilla budiarto to the search column thingy..! :D

okay..enough about me...

hmm..so today was my last day having the mock exam.. (semacem simulation test buat cambridge test gitulah..) dan gue dengan suksesnya ngarang bebas ampe guru gue yg liat geleng2 kepala doang..but luckily,di test yang satunya gue dengan sukses mengerjakan soal-soal dengan baik..walo tetep hasilnya segitu-gitu doang dan nothing special..dan dari 2 jam yang disediain,gatau kenapa gue udah selesai cuma dalam waktu sejam..dan sisanya gue melakukan habit gue yang selalu gue lakuin di kelas pelajaran ataupun exam..which is,tidur.. :P
sebangunnya gue,tiba-tiba bel udah bunyi dan penjara temporary yang bernama sekolah itu udah selesai..gue pun langsung cabut ke SMS..(bukan short message service okay...tapi summarecon mall serpong..)
sebelum gue cabut,temen bombay gue,Nadya,sms gue..isinya, "shil!sekolah lo pindah ke depok ye?!sebelahnya UI?!lama bener dah gue nungguin lo!"
karena tau Nadya udah ngamuk ngomel,gw pun langsung ke SMS bareng sama my sexy friend,Lele,buat ketemu Nadya dan menjalankan misi mulia gue yaitu edit foto buat di print di kanvas as kado buat instruktur body combat gue, Anggie Kristantio yang tanggal 30 ini sedang berulangtahunn... (lengkap ya??haha)
oke,singkat cerita gue udah nyampe SMS..terus Nadya bilang ke gue kalo dia ternyata udah mau balik ke kampus buat ngumpulin tugas UAS dia..hasilnya gue dan Lele ditinggalkan begitu saja di Bengawan Solo Coffee tercinta dengan gue masih berkutat sama photoshop di lappie gue..dan untungnya,setelah 1 jam gue berkutat sendirian dengan lappie gue dan Lele autis sendiri sama BB (bukan bau badan..blackberry..) dia,Fani,si dede gym,datang juga buat ngebantuin gue..dan Lele-pun pulang karena 1. nyokapnya udah nyampe.. 2. tugasnya mengawal diriku sudah selesai.. :P
setengah jam gue berkutat lagi dengan photoshop,akhirnya foto itu jadi juga..and i'm so proud of it karena dengan bantuan Fani akhirnya hasilnya bagus juga walau sebenernya gue ngga bisa pake photoshop.. :D
selesai itu kita berdua tergoda buat buka youtube...buat liat....
video Jay Laxamana NGEDANCE!and FYI,we love dance!so kita bukalah website terkemuka itu dan nonton video ini :


Lele yang tergila-gila akan Jay Laxamana dan ternyata masih nongkrong di SMS langsung gue BBM (bukan bahan bakar minyak..blackberry messenger...) dan dia langsung balik lagi ke tempat gue duduk tadi dan ikut-ikutan nonton...sampe sekitar 1 jam..terus dia pulang deh..(kali ini beneran..)
ngga lama,Fani juga ikutan pulang...untungnya Nadya & Winnie (temen kuliah Nadya) dateng dan nemenin gue..eh ternyata,ngga ada 5 menit,Levina,si badut dari SMIS (stella maris international school) dateng..jadilah kami-kami ini nongkrong ngopi ngokar (3n) di depan BengSol sampe jam 7...
terus gue ke Lippo Karawaci mall bentar buat nyamperin temen-temen gue yang lain..my supermates,Tasha & Biko,terus kita cabut ke Dixie @Benton Junction.. (buat kalian yang ngga kenal gue,gue emang suka keliling-keliling cuma buat nongkrong dan ngumpul sama temen-temen gue...jadi jangan heran kalo gue tiba-tiba udah ada di sana sini dengan gerombolan yang beda-beda..)
but we didn't stay long there...after 30 mins or 45,kita akhirnya mutusin buat pulang..
sampe rumah,gapake mandi,gue dengan jagoannya ambil lappie n nonton dvd phobia 2 yang baru gue beli tadi di Lippo..dan guess what,baru mau masuk cerita ke 2,dvdnya langsung gue majuin sampe cerita ke-5 dan terakhir yang ceritanya lucu...so i think i'm a little bit coward karena ngga berani nonton itu sendirian...tapi ngga heranlah ya...kan gue nontonnya jam 10 malem,sendirian,di teras... (alibiii!!!)
akhirnya begitu filmnya abis,gue pun mulai online dan berlanjut terus sampe sekarang..walo sempet berhenti jam 00.00 buat ngucapin happy bday buat Anggie Kristantio dulu..

btw,happy birthday dear Anggie Kristantio!!!! :D
wish u all the best..wish u would stay blessed.. :D

okay then..this is my first post..sudah selesai kok penyiksaan kalian baca post-post gue.. :P
c ya on the next post and buh-bye! stay blessed! :D