Beastly

"Love is Never Ugly"
is that true?
well, for me somehow it's true.
because even though you had lots of bad memories in every love stories you have, but still, the good memories also remains in your head and makes you smile every time you remember them. right?
and there's a saying which says, don't love someone because they're pretty. but they're pretty because you love them.
so don't ever feel not confident about yourself. because a true love will see you not from your looks, but from what's inside...or better yet, they'll accept you just for who you are...

He's Just Not That Into You

just watched the movie "He's Just Not That Into You"

and when i watch that movie, every time i see the character Gigi, i feel like seeing myself in different look, different age but the same condition.

and now i realize that maybe he's just not that into me. maybe it was all my imagination and dream to have him as someone who loves me more than just a friend. i keep expecting him to contact me first, but it never happens. and i just realize that when a guy doesn't contact you, it might just be that he just don't want to contact you. not that he's testing you or expecting you to contact him. as simple as that.