Saturday, December 22, 2012

30 people

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating!

1. batak
2. agai
3. SJ
4. SB
5. kaki
6. elysa
7. prisca
8. dani
9. dad
10. mom
11. stefi
12. keti
13. mokmok
14. felix
15. rico
16. ko DC
17. tiff
18. adhit
19. gope
20. keket
21. rampang
22. ponnie
23. vee
24. fiona
25. nita
26. amira
27. ka eigo
28. ka vicky
29. wiedhy
30. mandha

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10?
- ARLENE took me to his class. :D

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
- i won't ever come to any class during semester 1 and 2

• What would you do if 5 and 15 dated?
- OMAGAH! SERIOUSLY?! JINJJA?!

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be?
- errr..... none?

• Did you ever like 26?
- yes~! :P

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
- nope. hahahaha.

• Would 4 and 27 make a good couple?
- OF COURSE NOT!

• Would number 22 and 2 make a good couple?
- err... no? :P

• Describe 8:
- awesome guitarist, funny, an awesome friend, DAEBAK~!

• Do you like 12?
- as my sister? HELL YEAH!

• Tell me something about 17:
- she has a super straight and grumpy look.

• What's 7's favorite color?
- err... not sure..

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?
- I'll laugh so hard and 100% sure that he's joking.

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
- last week-ish?

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
- I'm a great friend. B) right, gop?

• What languages does 13 speak?
- aigoo... korean, english, indo?

• Who is 2 going out with?:
- ME! *MODUS!

• What grade is 16 in?
- he graduated recently! YEAY!
 What is 2's favorite songs now?
- i'm not sure... >_<

• Would you ever date 3?
- haha. what a coincidence... *i mean the question. :')

• Is 11 single?
- yes?

• What is 10s last name?
- Laluw :)

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 18?
- no.

• Where does 23 live?
- errr......

• What do you think about 20?
- awesome friend. awesome mom. awesome!

• What is the best thing about 4?
- he's super duper funny

• Is 21 hard-working?
- yes?

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
- i cried again lix... :(

• How did you meet 9?
- again, ARLENE took me to his class.

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
- best : such a great person who always supports you to do good things and prevent you to do bad things.

- worst : too much work that makes him ignorant of his own health. >:(

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
- probably. but i don't think so...

• How long have you known 26?
- errr.... 4 months?

• Who is 24?
- my "jerapo-bebeb" :p

• Are you or did you ever date 28?
- nope.

• Do you have a crush on 27?
- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

• Would you kiss 25?
- aniyoooo!!!!!!

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
- yes ;;)

• Is 29 your bff?
- just a good friend of mine :)

• What do you hate about 23?
- i haven't found any. :D

• What's your relationship with 30?
- a good friend :)

a new lesson about love. FOR ME.

love.
what is love?
love sometimes doesn't come from the outside.
sometimes love doesn't always mean relationships between a girl and a guy.
sometimes even love doesn't come from your parents.
but there are things that are certain about love.

love gives happiness.
love gives you supports.
love gives you passion.
love gives your dark world a light that shines like the sun never stop shining the world.

and if you think deeper,
you need people around you to give you love.
but that's not the only source where you can get love.
the main source you can get love is always there for you ALL THE TIME.
the main source you can get love is actually REALLY REALLY CLOSE with you.
because the main source of love for you is YOURSELF!

when you love yourself deeply,
when you love yourself purely,
when you love yourself a 100%,
then other people will definitely love you eventually.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

inspired by TAEYANG a.k.a SOL a.k.a YB oppa :3


There would always be time when a guy says to himself,
“I NEED A GIRL, who would take care of me”
“Include me in her PRAYER every night”
“a girl who would LOOK ONLY AT ME and no one else”
And I know that you know,
A million girls would do those wishes just for you

I know this is such a huge and impossible dream,
To wish that you could know who I am
To wish that you would even notice who I am.
To wish that one day you’ll say “this is MY GIRL”

I might not know WHERE U AT right now
Or what are you doing now.
But I’ve been paying attention to you
Even when you don’t even know who I am
And I’LL BE THERE if you need me one day

This simple poem I made is just another way
A simple way for you just to notice me
Cuz I never imagine that I would be your bride
And wear that WEDDING DRESS we picked together
For me, just knowing that you notice me, know who I am,
That would make my world seems brighter and better.

Thursday, October 18, 2012


People say love at first sight doesn’t exist
I used to believe them
But then I saw you in a very dull day
And all in a sudden my day feels better

I didn’t know what does it means
I didn’t realize that you’re the one who made my day
I wasn’t planning to fall for you
But I can’t lie to myself either

You fill my heart and mind since then
You stay in my dreams every time I sleep
You make my days even when I just see you from a distance
And then I know that since then,
I have fallen deeply in love with you

Friday, July 20, 2012

you were one of the most important person in my life
and i was also one of them in yours too
but i decided to leave and forget
leave from your life and forget about us

2 years later,
i thought i forgot and moved on from you
then you showed up out of the air
and i realized, i never truly forget
and worst, i always keep inside my heart that i regret..
regret everything i said, everything i did to you..

now you're single but not available you say
and you say since then you take me as a sister
but please i wanna say the truth about my feelings
that i truly miss and love you since then
and it hasn't changed until this very second..

will you ever give me a second chance?
will you trust that i'm capable and much more mature now?
will you love me back as you did back then?

Thursday, June 7, 2012

you came at the most unexpected time
and your entrance was so surprising 
that even yourself didn't see it coming
and you made me feel that everything is so right

you impressed me
you impressed my family
but after all the fineness you showed,
you made me fall from such height
that fall doesn't killed me
but it makes me injured so bad

maybe physically i look so fine
i look like nothing really happened
i smile, i laughed, i fool around like i usually am
but deep inside in my heart i'm dying
i cry, i scream, i'm so badly torn

my brain told me to stop
told me to let you go
told me to find someone who really sees how worthy i am
but my heart can't lie
it has fallen into you
fallen too deeply that it can't find it's way back to the surface

Sunday, March 25, 2012

easy to fall for a person.
yeap. that's me.
and i kinda hate that part of me.
it makes me fall for you,
even though i don't know you that well.
there are actually lots of difference that i should have thought before.
you're a lot older than me.
and the worst,
you've found your "soulmate" and marry her.
even though i don't really know your relationship with her now.
but to be honest, i'm afraid.
afraid of falling in love with you.
afraid you've been lying to me about her.
afraid all that i thought about you are wrong.
and if i was wrong,
it means i'm repeating my own mistake.
and i don't want that.

on the other side,
i can't lie that i've fallen for you.
i can't lie that i feel very comfortable with you.
and i can't lie that i actually don't want to lose you.
at least for now.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

the busy big road and the simple small alley

here in this city lots of roads i can find
there are big boulevards that are neatly made
but other than that there are alleys too
alleys that are small and messy

the big roads might seemed secure and safe
but those roads are usually too crowded and it makes it stuck
while the alleys are small and unexpectedly smooth
because not many people know where it goes and are familiar with it

just like you are
you might be messy, unorganized and seemed like nothing
but for people that already knew you,
you have your own special value
and now i realized that i've found it
and it makes you be that dead end alley that i can't turn back from