I used to be so desperate for a boyfriend

Used to believe everything that was said by those men

But all the lies, the heartbreaks and all those cheating I've been through,

Gave me better eyes and feelings to know which are fake, which are true

My heart became numb towards them after a while

Thinking nobody and nothing could make me live my life

I shut new people out, keep my distance with even my loved ones,

Tried to make an invisible wall that was impossible to fall

I thought my wall was concrete

I thought no more hole was on it

But I don't know what you do

You somehow break it through

You found that smallest hole in my surrounding wall

And through that hole you break it all

You made me weak, touched me into my soul

Thought I'm hopeless, can't move, yet you helped me roll

You gave me new spirit to live, you give me chance to rise

When life is killing me, you heal me from the inside

You made me trust you, believe that love still exists

They might be hard to be seen, but I know yours is real.

This is (not) Our Goodbye

The light of the sky-flowers just passed,
People are still clinking their glass
The shouts and sounds of trumpets just dropped,
The joy are freshly felt around the world.

But here we let our heads bow down,
staying in our our rooms, doesn't do around.
Hugging ourselves, wiping our tears,
while people outside saying Happy New Year.

I know I promise not to stop fighting.
But we can't force what we want for everything.
Even though we might have to go separate ways this time,
But I believe when it is right, we will unite.
So no matter how hard, no matter how tough
We should never give up for the sake of our love.

a new lesson about love. FOR ME.

love.

what is love?

love sometimes doesn't come from the outside.

sometimes love doesn't always mean relationships between a girl and a guy.

sometimes even love doesn't come from your parents.

but there are things that are certain about love.

love gives happiness.

love gives you supports.

love gives you passion.

love gives your dark world a light that shines like the sun never stop shining the world.

and if you think deeper,

you need people around you to give you love.

but that's not the only source where you can get love.

the main source you can get love is always there for you ALL THE TIME.

the main source you can get love is actually REALLY REALLY CLOSE with you.

because the main source of love for you is YOURSELF!

when you love yourself deeply,

when you love yourself purely,

when you love yourself a 100%,

then other people will definitely love you eventually.

inspired by TAEYANG a.k.a SOL a.k.a YB oppa :3

There would always be time when a guy says to himself,

“I NEED A GIRL, who would take care of me”

“Include me in her PRAYER every night”

“a girl who would LOOK ONLY AT ME and no one else”

And I know that you know,

A million girls would do those wishes just for you

I know this is such a huge and impossible dream,

To wish that you could know who I am

To wish that you would even notice who I am.

To wish that one day you’ll say “this is MY GIRL”

I might not know WHERE U AT right now

Or what are you doing now.

But I’ve been paying attention to you

Even when you don’t even know who I am

And I’LL BE THERE if you need me one day

This simple poem I made is just another way

A simple way for you just to notice me

Cuz I never imagine that I would be your bride

And wear that WEDDING DRESS we picked together

For me, just knowing that you notice me, know who I am,

That would make my world seems brighter and better.

People say love at first sight doesn’t exist

I used to believe them

But then I saw you in a very dull day

And all in a sudden my day feels better

I didn’t know what does it means

I didn’t realize that you’re the one who made my day

I wasn’t planning to fall for you

But I can’t lie to myself either

You fill my heart and mind since then

You stay in my dreams every time I sleep

You make my days even when I just see you from a distance

And then I know that since then,

I have fallen deeply in love with you