Don't Be Good To Me - Kim Jong Kook + translation

자꾸 잘해 주지 마요 더는 잘해 주지 마요

차라리 차가운 게 오히려 나을 텐데
아님 무관심 한 게 오히려 나을 텐데

옷자락 끝에 묻은 먼지를 떼주는 일
무심코 웃으면서 어깨에 기대는 일

그냥 버릇 일 꺼야 지워보고 바쁘게 하룰 보내봐도
눈에 찍힌 사진처럼 또 생각나고 생각나

*. 자꾸 잘해 주지 마요 더는 잘해 주지 마요 또 다시
사랑 앞에 무릎 꿇고 아파할 자신 없네요

혹시 다른 맘이라면 나완 다른 맘이라면 누군가
물어보면 소개해요 그냥 아는 사람 이라고 담담하게

며칠 전 내게 했던 늦은 밤 그 전화는
못 받은 게 아니라 받을 수 없었어요

혹시 술에 취해서 생각 없이 외로운 맘에 보고 싶다
말할까 봐 아침이면 다 아닌 일이 될까 봐

*.Repeat

사랑 그 하나만으로 세상 모든 걸 가졌던 그때로
그리워도 돌아가는 길을 찾을 수 없어서
혹시 같은 맘 일까 봐 나와 같은 맘 일 까봐
또 다시 기대하고 또 기다리죠 사랑 앞에서 나 오늘도 바보처럼

그대 앞에 또 서성이죠 바보처럼

TRANSLATION:

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

It might be better to be cold to me
Or ignoring me might be better for me
Brushing off the dust on my collar
Carelessly laughing and leaning on my shoulder

I let it go, telling myself that its just a habit and busy my day
But I think about ti again and again as if I took a picture

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
If you have other thoughts than me, if you have different thoughts than me.
If somebody asks you who I am, nonchantly introduce me as just someone you know

The phone call a couple of days ago at night, that call...
it's not that I didn't wat to answer, but I couldnt
Just in case I tell you I miss you when I'm drunk
because in the morning, I'll regret it

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore
I don't have the confidence to kneel my knees and be hurt by love
Although I had the whole world because of love
Although i miss it, I'm unable to find the way

Just in case you have the same thoughts as me,
if you happen to have the same thoughts of me
I wait again and again.
I am a fool infront of love again.
I cling to you again, like a fool.

Stop being good to me
Don't be good to me anymore

LOVE YOU GUYS! A LOT!

OH HOW I MISS YOU TWO A LOT!

i miss the times we spent in the class, when we hang out, when we're sad, or even when everything is just ALIZWEL!!!

and you guys,

even though i meet you almost everyday,

but i'm never bored of you guys...

you always make me laugh and forget about all my problems when i'm with you guys..

dear my "mom", "dad", Keti, Stefi, Prisca and Elysa,

i wish nothing will ever set us apart...

you guys are the best people who i know will always support me and stop me when i'm gonna do something wrong... *hugs!

AUG, 30 2011

my besties made my day!

Love You Bawangs :*

Anggie "Daddy" Kristantio, Aldie "Mommy" Jacob, Danissa "Keti" Paramita, Stefanus "Stefi"

another letter for you..

dear schatje,

lately,

i think about you A LOT..

just like i used to..

but i guess you're not feeling the same way anymore..

maybe you've moved on to someone else..

maybe your heart isn't feeling the same way as i am anymore..

and i definitely know that is not our fault..

i was the one who made that stupid mistake

and i was the one who hurt you so badly..

but i want you to know that i am truly sorry about it..

and now, i'll show you that i mean it..

i won't stop loving you even if someday i date someone else..

cuz even though you are not perfect for the world,

but you are the perfect one for me..

Just A Dream - Nelly

I was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you'd come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

i was at the top
now its like i'm in the basement
number 1 spot
now shes finding a replacement
i swear now i cant take it
knowing somebodys got my baby

now you aint around, baby i cant think
i should put it down, shoulda got that ring
cuz i can still feel it in the air
see your pretty face
run my fingers through her hair

my love
my life
my shorty
my wife
she left me, i'm tight
cuz i knew that it just aint right

i was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you'd come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

and i be ridin
and i swear i see your face at every turn
i try to get my usher on but i cant let it burn
and i just hope that she notice she the only one i yearn for
no more sooner will i learn

didn't give her all my love
i guess now i got my payback
now i'm in the club thinking all about my baby
hey
she was so easy to love
but wait, i guess that love wasnt enough
i'm goin through it every time that i'm alone
now i'm wishing she would just pick up the phone
but she made a decision that she wanted to move on
cuz i was wrong

i was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you'd come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

if you ever loved somebody put your hands up x2
and now theyre gone and you wish you could give them everything (x2)

i was thinkin about her
thinkin about me
thinkin about us
where we gunna be
open my eyes...
it was only just a dream

so i travel back down that road
wish you come back
no one knows
i realize, it was only just a dream

Thinking Of You - Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

the past tense,present,and maybe future.. :'(

i was so happy back then..

but i was too stupid and insensitive..

that i didn't realize that you truly love me

and i didn't know that it's very precious..

now you're gone,

and i'm the one who's feeling the lost..

you're the drop of water in a desert for me..

and i can really tell now..

i might dated a guy or two,

but what you don't know is that i never take them seriously..

all i'm thinking of is you..every time..

since then, until now...

love you schat..

i really do.. :'(

one year and three months

may 2010..

the month where it all ended..

the month where i lost the best guy i might have..

he was so perfectly perfect..

and i was very ungrateful of what i've had..

i left him for something that is uncertain..

and i ended up with nothing..

now it's august 2011..

i'm still remembering about him..

that very patient, understanding, lovable guy..

still wishing that he would take me back..

even though i know that it's not possible,

but still, in the depth of my heart that wish still appears almost every night and day..

and now, i really regret my decision of leaving him..

because just after i left you then i realized how perfect he is..

so, dear you,

i don't know your feelings towards me now..

maybe you're totally disgusted of me now..

but if i have a chance, i would definitely ask you now,

would you come and take me back as your girl again?

dear RJ..

when people die,

where do they go?

some people say they might go to hell or maybe heaven..

other people say they stay in this world, but we just can't see them..

but no matter where they go,

i believe that they actually stay between us..

in our heart.

and i believe that also goes to you,RJ..

maybe now we can't see you..

maybe we can't really play with you anymore..

but i believe you're listening to each and everyone of us, your friends..

i believe that you'll try to help us with your own different way..

we do miss you..

but we're not sad anymore..

because we know that you're happy now..

wherever you are..

WE miss YOU J..

*hugs