at last i told him the truth that i like him..
he said nothing and shows no difference..
but somehow i can feel that something is different..
he tried to comfort me and tried to make me feel alright..
but honestly i really feel awkward...

i can't act the same as i used to be..
i have known that he's in love with my own friend..
but somehow, this time it feels different..

to be honest i'm afraid that he won't tell anything to me again..
i'm afraid he'll start to keep a distance with me..
i'm afraid he'll see me as a backstabber..

it's okay for me if he just takes me as a friend..
it's okay for me if he still tell stories about her to me..
but i don't want him to keep a distance or worse...
:'(