moving on

people say moving on is not as hard as it seems..

and i believed them..

but now i started to doubt it..

it as been 3 months..

and i still can't really move on from you..

it's so hard for me not to think about you anymore..

i can't distract my mind to other people most of the time..

all i can think about is only you...

maybe i can pretend in front of my friends..

i can pretend that i'm over you already..

but actually i'm wearing this thick mask so people wouldn't know..

i'm acting this way so people won't think that i'm weak..

i want them to see me as a tough girl..

but now i can't stand it anymore..

i love you..

i still do..