it has been a pretty long time since the last time i felt this..

and i don't know why it started to reappear these few days..

the feeling of being alone,being rejected,being sad...

even though i wasn't being rejected by anyone,

but this feeling that i used to feel keeps on showing up..

i don't want to be sad anymore

i don't want to be the girl who i used to be

i don't want to be that fragile and mushy girl anymore..